Virtual Strangers
Can you love me the way I want to be loved?
Can you be as perfect in the real world as you are in our virtual one?
Do you feel like you already know me as I do you?
Will you accept my imperfections and insecurities? Will you be patient and kind?
Will I know you when I meet you or not recognize you at all?
Will you smile and say hello or turn away?
How will I know the cost of this pursuit and will I pay with my soul or will my heart be filled?
It's too easy to be perfect strangers in a virtual world but are you ready to be your imperfect self in the real one with me?
For me I answer.
ReplyDeleteDo I know thy self well enough to know what I really need, above that of what I desire?
Can I be virtually there but not present to me? Myself?
If not then how can I be at all?
I am not ready.
I am lost.
I am excluded from experience life.
For life is REAL.
Ready or not, as long as one take a breath, there is hope.
But is false hope serving any good?
It gets me out of bed eventually, and to do something with the gift of a day.
Each day, one by one passes.
This is reality
And reality with out hope is a nightmare of trauma
where nothing goes right
the black cloud of doom follows and persistent as a shadow
but remove the light and goes reality
are thoughts are virtual and only created by us?
What is your reality?
For me I answer.
ReplyDeleteDo I know thy self well enough to know what I really need, above that of what I desire?
Can I be virtually there but not present to me? Myself?
If not then how can I be at all?
I am not ready.
I am lost.
I am excluded from experience life.
For life is REAL.
Ready or not, as long as one take a breath, there is hope.
But is false hope serving any good?
It gets me out of bed eventually, and to do something with the gift of a day.
Each day, one by one passes.
This is reality
And reality with out hope is a nightmare of trauma
where nothing goes right
the black cloud of doom follows and persistent as a shadow
but remove the light and goes reality
are thoughts are virtual and only created by us?
What is your reality?